Cedar only has one kidney. He was born that way. There aren't even any blood vessels or a tiny anything to indicate that he ever had a second kidney. And the one kidney that he has doesn't work at all, is scarred, and misshapen. He is resting at the hospital. I will go see him later after the rush of Friday night emergencies. The vet said he will never be normal again. She does want to wait and watch for 24 hours to see what his one kidney left does with the fluids and other intravenous goodies he is receiving. She is not hopeful. Neither am I.

I don't know what to do with myself but cry.